With Glasses Without Lenses

This is a free verse poem that was inspired by listening to “Somebody Blew Up America” by Amiri Baraka, with influence from other select works such as “Wise 1”. As Baraka has five children, I imagined one to be a son, a student who is in love with a white woman.

-miller

 

 

With Glasses Without Lenses:

Baraka’s Legacy or Nightmare?

 

dear father,

there was a power outage today

at university, universally

the moon masked the sun,

our student body dissolved

these leaders of tomorrow

so called so called

 

All invisible, indivisible, indistinguishable,

there were no

colours, no hues

spangled red white and blues

no tribes, no names, no sects –

nationless

 

the quivering lips of slurred words, impoverished

postulates could not and did not slay:

banyour omm bomm ba boom

no police, the political racquet –

deep breathing lingers,

 

enveloped in

still perfect darkness and i

didn’t speak, not that i couldn’t,

struck deaf and dumb just the same

the light never came

class was cancelled

 

so i, so i went to her apartment

which readily defies apartheid

and the tv movie of the week

weak, call my love ‘a jungle fever’?

but I don’t rape her like you say

the white man fears,

or any other blend

as she sends the blender whirling, the

smoothie, her scent enters my nostrils,

our open mouths tingle like strawberry

our eyes closed, and lips shall not lie

as we lay as we lay

 

at the back of the bus -

we were sitting there yeah, in that spot

love, of same

shame? Hardly.

our forefathers forsaken for closure

for renewal? for exposure?

Gross Injustice will not be denied!

with glasses without lenses

for my eyes do not deceive

staccato graffiti shades, tag claims

erupted from shackles and flames

and our children will not be ‘a breed’ as they

do not come from a kennel, they will be as

they are, we will be what we may

and may newark, be newly defined

NY for that matter, Why not?

a New York, State of mind?

 

and beyond! the blurblur auto

mobiles, spinning wheels, sign

languages, symbols, cosmopolitan rainbows

an ice cream shop with neopolitan swirls

people! people! people!

walk walk intermingle mesh merge

converge hushhhhh!!!!!!!!

i saw it in the rush so clearblurblur

WE

 

us, Us! U S, USA, US of A

letter to our ugly pasts

exhume with the exhaust fumes

care, gentle not to trip or slip

this is our stop, hands locked

upon a stone faced tower

a faceless clock, no tick nor tock

the clean breeze tickles,

my free hand smears

my warm wet face…

 

There is only

One race it’s

hueman, heyou and me and we man

as colour past, present conspired Did. does,

and future echoes, it goes:

don’t matter,

don’t matter, colour doesn’t matter,

don’t matter,

colour doesn’t mattaha, mattah, mata, mah…ah..ah…

 

bound and set free by a single word

which was unnamed, etched in a cave

huddled by embers of life’s first blaze

chanted and grunted in gut and utterance

shamed and murdered, hunted and gathered

before you and me

before history scrolled thick papyrus,

and encrusted etched cuneiform

or somber stories told, or a notion of what

dread the future may sing

of what dread as irony sits on civilization’s lap,

and i find more culture in the trash

than even the nicest rock

reminiscent of an age of naming

so many words i have become deaf to

foolish seems foolish and yet,

 

rather like the

p o w e r

outage / that serge,

which made that / pause,

which, for / a moment,

class was cancelled

and I weighed and considered

that word

that word

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